February 2012
Don’t believe in their words, watch their actions because their thoughts only reflect on their actions not words.
Looking back,
I stumbled upon our past emails, how we would email each other what bothered us and how we could fix and improve our relationship. How you told me, ‘You are the only thing I will never give up on’ and now what? You gave up, didn’t you? You left, although I never did. How you told me that if we broke up, you would try to fight for me back under any circumstances. But I guess it...
You can’t love someone else as much as you’ve loved the other person. As hard as you try to forget about them, as hard as you try to forget the past, forget the memories, forget the pain and forget those feelings, it’ll always be there. It’ll always stay there, waiting for you to come back to it.
And if you do, maybe things will become right again, just maybe. Only if...
-Random number calling-
Me: Hello?
@nena-nguyen: NIGGA PUT ON YO PANTS.
Me: SHHHH.
@nena-nguyen: PUT ON YO PANTS.
Me: Uhm, hello?
Lady on the phone: Oh sorry to disturb you, have a good day.
Me: Uhm.. ok bye.
We brought out the best in each other, we were each others’ better half. We had something, something that you can only have once in a lifetime.
Well, that’s what I thought. But I guess I was wrong. Maybe you thought otherwise.
What had happened.
When I think about it, I should be so angry towards you. Especially after what I went through for you, for us. Sounds pathetic how I would say I did it for love. But come to think of it, was it really love or just something temporary to fill my emptiness or to satisfy your desires? I should be the angriest person towards you, because you did hurt me more than anyone ever has. Yet, I’m...
It’s insane how you’re so good at hiding your feelings. I give you a round of applause, because you’ve fooled me at one point.
What I don’t get is why you’re putting all your stress and frustration out on me. I get that we’re both comfortable around each other and that will never change, but treat me as well as you treat your other friends. You’re telling...
I don’t even know what I want anymore. I think I’ve been so used to being dependent on someone else for happiness that I don’t know how to make myself happy. The thing is, I’m slowly picking myself back up. I’m happy, I really am. Even though I do have those nights where I miss someone that I shouldn’t be missing, it still doesn’t stop me from becoming...
3 tags
Girl: im not a jealous girlfriend
Girl: wait why were you talking to her
Girl: do you know her
Girl: she's a slut you know
Girl: you fucked her huh
Girl: tell me
Girl: fine then go talk to your other girl
Girl: that's a slut
Girl: I love you don't leave
When you have something good, don't give it up...
If you truly love something, don't let it go....
February 22, 2012.
Happy birthday to my older cousin! (: I wish I was in Texas, damn. Maybe this summer! Anyway, went to school, got 106% on my french quiz! In PE, my friends and I acted like straight up thugs and started rapping. LOL. It was so funny. We played soccer, and I passed my push up tests! Gotta work on that upper body strength, naw meann?! Tried finishing my hw during lunch, but...
I don’t want anything. I’m happy with what I have, but if an opportunity is given to me, I’ll take it in a heartbeat. I’m more focused on myself, not on others. I’m independent, not dependent. I know what I’m doing and I simply don’t give a single fuck about what others are doing. Let me do what I want, and you can do what you want. My life does not...
4 tags
I’m afraid that we’ll be stuck like this forever.
Trapped in the same situation with the same exact feelings.
henry4lifez asked: hi ur cute<3 message my inbox got skype
marinaagoto asked: Dont you hate boy drama?
ctranlovesfood asked: Baby I miss you while you were on retreat ):
Picking myself back up.
I’m starting to realize who I am, what I want, and what I should start putting my effort towards. Recently, I’ve learned that if you want something, you should go out and get it. You are capable of having both your needs and your desires at the same time. If there is an opportunity given to you, take it. Take risks. Don’t be hesitant, don’t hold back, don’t second...
Home sweet home.
While I was at a retreat in LA, I forgot about everything. My worries, my stress, all the drama and frustration was left behind. This retreat changed my life, it has changed me for the better and helped me realize a lot about life. This retreat opened my mind and heart, I met a lot of new people and became friends with many. Life is simply great. I’m letting go of the past and moving...